I hate making decisions about what restaurants to go to or what show or movie to watch. How much time is wasted by debating over where to eat lunch or what to do today? We have to make some decisions. Decisions are especially layered in the pandemic. When it comes to the simple things, I just don’t want to make another decision.
Mark 1-14
14 Now after John was arrested, Jesus came to Galilee, proclaiming the good news of God, 15 and saying, “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near; repent, and believe in the good news.” 16 As Jesus passed along the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net into the sea—for they were fishermen. 17 And Jesus said to them, “Follow me and I will make you fish for people.” 18 And immediately they left their nets and followed him. 19 As he went a little farther, he saw James son of Zebedee and his brother John, who were in their boat mending the nets. 20 Immediately he called them; and they left their father Zebedee in the boat with the hired men, and followed him.
Maybe they were bored. Blahsday – every day the same – maybe Simon and Andrew or James and John were tired of just going through the motions…the text doesn’t say they asked any questions or offer any clues. They made a choice to follow Jesus.
Remember Luke Skywalker in New Hope making the decision whether to stay where it was familiar or go on the big adventure. The hero always looks back to what was. Anyone that stands on the precipice of change has that gut check moment. That first step of the adventure is always hesitant and wistful because you’re leaving the safety of the known and stepping into the unknown of the future. They dropped their nets and followed. They made the decision not to be “rearview mirror” people, but “windshield” people. They’re not constantly looking back, they are fully present on the journey to where Jesus would lead them.
There must have been a million little choices along the way – opportunities to say yes – these eventual twelve men – looking at Jesus, learning to listen, and following what he was teaching them.
We all have a choice – whether to follow Jesus or not?
Amy Grant back in the day in 1982 on her Age to Age album wrote this song that came back to me with the clarity of a child.
I have decided,
I’m gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deceiver,
I’m gonna live what I believe.
I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just can’t ’cause I’m not able.
I’m gonna leave it to the Lord.
There’s a wealth of things that I profess,
I said that I believed,
But deep inside I never changed;
I guess I’d been deceived.
’cause a voice inside kept telling me,
That I’d change by and by,
But the spirit made it clear to me,
That kind of life’s a lie.
I have decided,
I’m gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deceiver,
I’m gonna live what I believe.
I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just can’t ’cause I’m not able.
I’m gonna leave it to the Lord.
So forget the game of being good,
And your self-righteous pain.
’cause the only good inside your heart
Is the good that Jesus brings.
And when the world begins to see you change,
Don’t expect them to applaud.
Just keep your eyes on him and tell yourself,
I’ve become the work of God.
I have decided,
I’m gonna live like a believer,
Turn my back on the deceiver,
I’m gonna live what I believe.
I have decided,
Being good is just a fable,
I just can’t ’cause I’m not able.
I’m gonna leave it to the Lord.
We leave it to the Lord.
If we make the choice to follow Jesus, we have to leave it to the Lord.
- The Pharisees forgot Who they were following the rules for. Who were they really honoring? The Lord? Or did they want to impress their fellow Pharisees or Saducees with their dedication to the law?
- The disciples were regular Joe’s. They were working, going about their day, when Jesus shows up and asks them a question. They probably knew the stringent practices of Pharisees and the Saduccees, but they were the “regular” people. The overlooked, working stiffs.
- So their came to be a great divide between the pious religious folk and Jane Doe’s.
Jesus seeks to ask all of us, will you come follow?
We all have things to give up or to gain, when we follow Jesus
Luke 9:23 – Then he said to them all, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.”
Of course, we say, we would choose light over darkness…but the little things, the little choices add up. The choices we make every second of every day are cumulative.
We all have a decision to make….to saddle up our horses or keep living in complacency and apathy on the one hand, or thinking that we’re better than everyone on the other.
I’ll tell you a story, that may be an extreme example, but it points to our choices and the effects of those choices.
About 150 years ago, there was a great revival in Wales, England. As a result of this, many missionaries came from England and Germany to North-East India to spread the Gospel. At the time, north-east India was not divided into many states as it is today. The region was known as Assam and comprised hundreds of tribes…Naturally, they were not welcomed. One Welsh missionary succeeded in converting a man, his wife, and two children. He and his family choose to follow Jesus. This man’s faith proved contagious and many villagers began to accept Christianity. Angry, the village chief summoned all the villagers. He then called the family who had first converted to renounce their faith in public or face execution. Moved by the Holy Spirit, the man instantly composed a song which became famous down the years. He said:
“I have decided to follow Jesus.”
Enraged at the refusal of the man, the chief ordered his archers to arrow down the two children. As both boys lay twitching on the floor, the chief asked, “Will you deny your faith? You have lost both your children. You will lose your wife too.”
But the man replied:
“Though no one joins me, still I will follow.”
The chief was beside himself with fury and ordered his wife to be arrowed down. In a moment she joined her two children in death. Now he asked for the last time, “I will give you one more opportunity to deny your faith and live.” In the face of death the man said the final memorable lines:
“The cross before me, the world behind me. No turning back.”
He was shot dead like the rest of his family. But with their deaths, a miracle took place. The chief who had ordered the killings was moved by the faith of the man. He wondered, “Why should this man, his wife and two children die for a Man who lived in a far-away land on another continent some 2,000 years ago? There must be some remarkable power behind the family’s faith, and I too want to taste that faith.”
In a spontaneous confession of faith, he declared, “I too belong to Jesus Christ!” When the crowd heard this from the mouth of their chief, the whole village accepted Christ as their Lord and Saviour.
The song is based on the last words of Nokseng, a man from Garo tribe of Assam (now Meghalaya and some in Assam), India. It is today the song of the Garo people.
(Dr. P.P. Job and Indian preacher in his book “Why God Why”)
The Welsh missionaries had a choice, the man and his family had a choice, and the chief had a choice. We all have a choice. “Then Jesus said to them all, “If any want to become my followers, let them deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.” So what’s your choice?
“I Have Decided” (The Faith We Sing, #2129)
I have decided to follow Jesus,
I have decided to follow Jesus,
I have decided to follow Jesus –
no turning back, no turning back.
Blessings on the Journey 